Each time I have to face a part of myself that is unhappy with a situation and face it head on, I’m stunned by the levels of awareness, acceptance, and adaptation I’m flooded with. For instance, I was dreading a relationship and finding myself hiding from the phone when that someone called. Rather than continue […]
Finding health, meeting growth, doing the hard stuff Read More »
Palestinians are suffering, they’ve reached the point of no return: Famine. Starvation is one thing, but Famine’s wounds cut permanantly. He causes DNA changes, and brain, heart, and skeletal tissue is damaged. Thier bodies are harvesting muscle, fats, bone, even to survive…. their brains will not heal from this lingering suffering, even if they began
Leaving Zion behind Read More »
Since the biblical beginning of time, a punitive system was set. Rules were put in order, demands were either met or total rejection and damnation would ensue. Up til the present this social construct punishes those who most need saving. Children whose parents weren’t there, orphans, abused or otherwise grew up with emotional and physical
I have only so much energy to expend throughout one 24 hour period. Someone, somewhere decided to label Energy with the word Spoons in the psychology world. I suppose it’s about how many spoons in a drawer you can carry and how loud they are when they hit the floor, how difficult it is to
Past observations:I wasn’t given protection from my father. His anger was unleashed; I was his child to do with as he pleased. My father, likewise, never protected me from my mother, either. Come to think of it, it was like I was their property. I don’t think I’m unique in this, but I do think it’s
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Soon, our children will reflect our healthy role modelling; then we can all begin living in safety and security in our homes, and finally taste a healthy life.
C-PTSD and Parenting Part 1: Dysregulation Read More »
Are people who read the bible the only people with morals on the planet? Does Christianity really install a moral compass?No and No. In fact, the most ignorant of morals have been Christians in my experience. They have the ticket into heaven; they asked Jesus to save them from themselves (cuz who else is sending
I didn’t meet the first 4 layers of Maslow’s Pyramid in childhood, nor in adulthood; not until I realized I am enough. How about you? Lately life has been more than rough. Maybe like you, I’m facing an uncertain future; I’m in danger of financial ruin because I’ve chosen to stay home and keep my
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This is a current situation which has struck me on a personal level, recently.I believe this experience is going to become a story that will play over and over amongst Conservative and Fundamentalist religious families. Our country is rife with pride, entitlement, and grandeur thinking; the past president was a fine role model of such
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When I stepped away from the trash fire,I was shaking and scared of the world.You mocked me and said I couldn’t do it.You directed, “Take him back now, little girl.” You said that your God wouldn’t permit meI’d be damned; like a top, spin out of control.But the only reasons that I flew out of
