When I was a child, they didn’t tell me that my body is part of the earth; that it is a machine, literally. It creates a lubrication to keep its parts from burning up, uses data for processing and stores it like a computer, and runs on broken and functioning loops. Cartoons surely never …
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December 14, 2020 I’ve reached the downs. I’m rather low these days. It’s a New Moon, like my long ago, dog’s name. I’m feeling really awful this morning. Tightness in my chest. Tightness all over.. like I’m waiting for bad news. Like I know bad news is on the way, or I’m bringing bad news …
“The mother wound can be defined as your mother not being emotionally attuned and available to you as a child. She may have been present physically but emotionally absent. There could be a multitude of reasons for it.”
These months since my last entry have been long, tedious, and trying –but I’m non-destructable so far, I see. In October, we were moving right along. November came up and we marched through, overcoming obstacles like personal space, kind speech, and how to state feelings without fearing rejection. Thursdays popped up over and over, each …
So, I’m coming up to the 1 month of working, while parenting with positivity. I must confess, before July I had a long, tear filled afternoon talk with the kids. I admitted that I’d tried my best and that if within one month we haven’t made amazing changes to each and every one of us …
I took a fast walk this morning to get the body and mind to hang out for a spell. I’ve been in the spirit a lot, but my mind has been taking control again, lately. This time in my life is really very frightening. I’m freelance writing, but still the only income I get until …
It looks different from the outside. Note from author: Boy, posting this up for the whole world to see is feeling naked, here. It’s a struggle reading this after writing it. My ego would like you to know that it took every thing in me (sans ego) to hit Publish. It’s my hope that by …
