November Nuts
“The mother wound can be defined as your mother not being emotionally attuned and available to you as a child. She may have been present physically but emotionally absent. There could be a multitude of reasons for it.”
Hurt People Hurt People
Certain Uncertainty
Being a young mom was fun. Watching my little girl grow, seeing how she needed my every moment’s attention; how one-on-one parenting was best. As Christianity took root in my soul, I pulled away from that knowing to add another soul to my responsibility, to fill a void, to have a playmate and friend for …
Considering
I’ve been considering an awful lot — with so much time on my hands and all. I am finding it difficult to fit everything I need done in the day due to a lag in my motivation. I believe I’m still grieving the family sever from last month. Then Covid19 popped up, I lost my …
Update for the gap of time
These months since my last entry have been long, tedious, and trying –but I’m non-destructable so far, I see. In October, we were moving right along. November came up and we marched through, overcoming obstacles like personal space, kind speech, and how to state feelings without fearing rejection. Thursdays popped up over and over, each …
Christmas and all that Jesus stuff
This time of year my body is sending pulses of memory throughout my senses. The memory it holds inside gives way to emotional bursts of rushing, hurrying, making sure, be ready, don’t let down, be prepared.Today is the day, every year, that we joined with family and good times and more bad times were had. …
Hurt People Hurt People
I’m taking a lot of time to delve into the darkness, lately. My children have been hurting far more than I knew. Far more than I let myself acknowledge. Far, far more than they let me see. Now I understand “hurt people hurt people” more than ever. As I’ve been sitting with the children in …